INSIGHT #1

It was early morning and already getting hot (August 2004).  I was lying on my back on the red rocks beneath a twisted Joshua tree (they say the more twisted the tree, the more energy at the site).  I felt very connected to the earth and found myself deeply moved to the point that tears were streaming down my face and I began apologizing to the earth for not doing more...for not being involved in ecological causes.   I was so ashamed.  My recycling at home seemed so inadequate when face to face with the earth herself.  It was like meeting God and having to say, "I was nice to that person that time, remember"...lame.

At the height of my penitence, I received the most powerful, amazing message.

Here is what I "heard": 

"You didn't come here for that.  You came for something else.  I have others who came for that.  You have a different purpose.  I am your mother.  Your mother here is not your real mother.  She is an actor playing a role.  When this play is over, I will carry you home."

I didn't understand it all.  I understood the part about my mother being another player in the game who was playing the role of my mother this lifetime.  But, I didn't understand the "I will carry you home" part.  Not until almost four years later!  That's when I learned about the earth's ascension process and how we are ascending to higher energy vibration levels with and through the earth herself.  Then it made sense.  She is carrying me home thru the ascension process.  I am so humbled to have received a message directly from Mother Earth.  I don't think it would have ever happened if I hadn't been at such an incredible vortex of energy in a place like Sedona.  It is certainly one of the most moving moments of my life thus far.